Tuesday, August 20, 2013

9 days.

.. yes, 9 days left.

I don't want to sound dramatic but i got 9 days left here before i go to Johor. There are so much things i can do in 9 days but here i am in front of the computer screen and writing this blog. In case if some of you are wondering what the hell i'm doing in Johor, well.. i will continue my studies.

After talking on the phone with my best friend, i realize i should move forward. If this is a game, i would say i have to upgrade my life achievement. Most of my friends are already take their own road, achieve their own lifetime wish. One of them are married, engaged and getting engaged, some are working with good salary. I realize, i don't have anything, i'm getting nowhere. That is why i need this, to pursue my own dream and get what i want.

I am excited yet nervous with everything i'm about to deal with in the future. I don't have any much confidence with myself but i got no other choice but to believe with myself and have faith with Him.

Wish me luck.

1 comment:

The Puddings said...

Hello Ann
Lama dh x jumpe....dh hampir setengah tahun jga rasanya....sekejap jak kan...walaupun dalam kalaendar 2 ada 12 bulan sama dengan 360 hari...tapi masa tetap jalan xda pause pn xda backward nya sebab xda remote control....hnya yang d atas jak yang tahu...hehehheh...:)..
Bnyak jga kenangan yang saya pernah lalui masa belajr dari mula hingga akhir last2 menghasilkan buah yang dikira berkualiti....dan ada jga moment yang pnya sandi...:D...ada lagi satu sampai sekarang yang x pernah saya lupa....when you're in anger mode merajok mcam kucing.....
masa sem 5 kelas multimedia..saya pn x tau jga kenapa sa buat begitu...mungkin mau test ko or x sengaja kot...XD...
mngkin masa tu sa rasa biasa tapi dalam hati ko sedih 2 memang sedih sangat...sampai msg ko pn laen mcam sdah....walaupun dalam masa kita x berjumpa lagi dan saya pn jarang contact and ko pn jarang jga...sa masih da masa untuk baca ko pnya blog...ya..sa tau bca blog orng 2 ialah kerja "stalker" tapi saya buat ni sebab saya masih perihatin dengan ko walaupun x bnyak 8least tau sikit2 daripada x tau apa2 pn...:D...hahahha...dan saya mau minta maaf kalo sa bnyak buat silap dengan ko secara sengaja or x sengaja....dan sa mengaku sa menyesal kerana pernah buat ko rasa sakit2 hati sangat....and wif that i'' do my best to be a better person....jan lar ko rsau sngat psal orang laen....yang penting ko tau kemampuan ko sampae kat mane..dan yang penting2 sekali jngan hampakan c mummy sbab dia bnyak berkorban untuk kw dari kecil hingga ko jadi orang berjaya nanti....jngan lar kw melawan apa kehendak dia...kerana orang tua kita berkat kita apatah lagi mak kita sebab bak kata pepatah syurga kita pn dibwah tapak kaki ibu....k...:)....and lagi satu pasal ko yang x pernah nak tukar dari aku kenal ko sampai sekarang...
satu je ku minta....
BE a confident to yourself....
Aku percaya kw memang ada semngat yang kuat...cuma kw ndak mau kasi keluar sebab kw masi takut walaupun sikit....
Please and please do it wif your confidence...
And dont forget to pray to god and ask for help...i'll believe God will always help you no matter what happen....
Last but not least....today i'll feel glad you're still smiling mcam hari2 dan minggu2 dan bulan2 dan juga tahun2 yng lepas walaupun hati kw da ssah sedikit...yng penting dalam hidup ialah keinginan untuk maju ke depan jangan lagi sdah kita nak toleh ke belakang kerana 2 hanya kenangan buat satu pengajaran dan pengalaman...
LAstly i wish you gudluck and do your best in study and dont play2 sbab ni bukan poly tapi u...k...less your gaming and give a more concentration in your study k...Take care yourself....k..
Bye...
kepada Kwan KU yang special si Honey Dew..
From the delicious friend...THe pUdding...
:).....:)......:)
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