A crush on someone.

Hi to whoever read this post.

Maybe you do have a crush on someone particular or maybe you not. Maybe it is just an attractive feelings, i mean, more like an admirer. But having a crush on someone, to me it is really fucked up feelings. Why? Because it is a feeling where you're battling with your mind, figuring out if that someone feels the same way or not. Plus, you're scared to confess with them because you're afraid of rejections.

Define a crush.

I'm not sure about other people, but to me a crush is where you like that someone more than just a friend. You started to like them more and more each day and you start wanting to know them more, including their past or their future-plan. You want to spend more time with them, just the two of you.

Your behavior around your crush

Now this is the best part. How you behave around your crush, at first you didn't notice a single thing until your best friends or whoever starting to ask you if you have a crush with that someone. Then you start to think, "HOW THE FUCK DID THEY KNOW?!". That is the first question you will ask yourself. If you haven't notice yet, to whoever read this, let me ask you something, are you happy whenever you see them or talk to them or get any contact with your crush? Are you start to gussy up your appearance whenever you meet them? Are you excited whenever they text you or call you or give a comment on Facebook or Twitter?

As for me, whenever my crush is around, it might sound cliché but i can feel butterflies flying around in my stomach. I can't help but to smile and laugh with every words that comes out from that person's mouth. And if you look closely, you can see my pupils are dilated whenever i talk with my crush. Every touch, even the slightest touch from that person, i can feel my cheeks are burning, my heart beats fast and i just can't stop smiling no matter how tired or how busy i am that day.

So, back to the question. If you feel what i feel, then my friends or readers, you have a crush on someone.

Do you constantly thinking about them?

You start to remember every single detail about your memories with them. You start to wonder what it will be like when you got together with them. You start to dream about them, night and day. You can hardly focus with everything around you, all you can think about is your crush. Last but not least, you start to think or figure out the hints that they might give you as a sign that they also feels the same way.

And for me, this is the worst part of having a crush on someone. Because it's been a while i stuck here at stage three, i tried to move on though, but apparently i can't.

So, to be more cliché, if you're thinking of someone while reading this, then go get them.

Thanks for reading, and i'm bored so i rant about this crush thing.