4 am in the morning.

Before you going to read any further..i just want to apologize for my grammar. I know it's suck a lot. So please bear with me. :)

This whole month will be a little difficult.

Why?

It's because my mom went to KL for her work.
I'm not sure what exactly but yeah, it's related to her work.

A moment ago, early in the morning we supposed to wake at 4 am to send her to the airport.
But we woke up nearly at 5. With my mind still mamai2, and things were in the rush..i just wash my face and took my sweater and took my mom's bag to the car. Both my sis also mamai2, drive pun mamai2..but my mom still can take her time to put her make up on. Three of us just saw her and just like -.-". Lol.

After she check in her ticket, we went took our breakfast at McD together. It's been a while we haven't see together only us 4..What surprises me, my older sis wasn't ready yet for my mom's departure. All of us, actually..and tbh, last night i did cried a little bit. Moving on.....we took our time and talk together..making jokes.

I'm a bit worry, why? First. Who is going to cook? Lol.
2nd) Will we actually survive?
3rd) I know i'm going to miss her so damn much! not just me, my sisters as well.
4th) I know i'm going to be alone at home at night.
5th) I'm worried about my mom's condition while she's there.

But, mostly i'm worried about the whole cook thing. I can't cook, and i know my sis can but the taste never been the same. I can feel it already, the taste of the food. *shiver* Lol.

I just hope my mom will be ok, and may God bless her. :)