Dream,hope and faith.

It's normal for someone having those 3 at the above. When we were 7 years old, the first time we step foot on primary school. Teachers would ask us, what we want to be when we grow up..and where i came from, most of the kids said they want to be a teachers. Me? Back then, i just followed what everyone said..and yeah i said i want to be a teacher. If you have a dream, you just got yourself a hope. A hope you would get what you want. To get what you want, you to have a faith. Those 3 are quite important to all of the people out there.

But i know, it's just wasting my time telling you guys all of these because i know you all already knew about it. -.-"

TBH i got a slight problem with these 3.

I have a dream, but i don't want to set my hope too high because the PAST thought me not to. Plus, i only have a little faith in my heart and soul. I have no faith at all with myself.  I told my mom i want to do this and that, and want to have this and that, and gonna give her this and that and my mom just told me to do well in my studies so i can have what i want and do what i want. I know my mom have a faith in me, but i don't want her to put her hope too high for me because disappointing her is the last thing i want to do.

I keep telling my mom, that i just i go with the flow, that i don't want to hope anything from me nor from anyone else. My mom just looked at me with her sad eyes. I want to do well in my studies but not for me, but for my mom. Even if i failed in my studies, i want to take care of her..and that means i have to find myself a rich guy? lol. If it's for my mom sake, i will do everything for her.

Back to those 3, my dream is having a job that can change my life forever, also a job that gives me a stable economy to take care of my mom in the future. (despite i've hurt her in the past, and also recently, i still love my mom you know.) A hope (my dream would came true) A faith (to the Lord, so he will bless me through all my journey and lending me a strength and a patient whenever i needed it.)

Basically, i still have a long way to go to achieve, accomplish, what i've been dreaming on.

p/s: yeah, my grammar suck..please bare with me. -.-"