Instrumentation.

Okay, i suppose to study for my exam, but i just can't get my head+heart into it. That is because, i'm not really fond of Instrumentation.

Have to memorize all those theory, memorize something i haven't see in my life. I mean, voltage offset? VOM? IC 555? All those drawing systematic symbol, circuits. Ugh.

Other than that, i have something in my mind which is really bothering me. Something that makes me want to give up everything. (ok i know i sound so stupid)

I have done several exercise for my exam, still i don't understand a thing!
This is the first time i feel like this. The first time my mind went blank. I can't memorize anything, I can't understand anything, I lose my focus, it's like my brain just stop.

I wasted hour and hour studying for this particullar subject, still i got NOTHING!

I am serious shit right now, i 'm seriously freak out right now. I don't know what to do.

I really need help. Really2 need help!.

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