What will you do?

Dear bloggers,

It's been a while i haven't update this blog.

It's not that i don't want to update frequently, it's just that i've been busy with student responsibility.

You know, with the assignment, homework, presentation and all those brain freeze stuff.

I'm so thankful right now, cos we got our semester break. Although it is only for 1 week, but hey at least i'm free from those lectures and schedule and classes.

It's Tuesday, i suppose to hang out with my bestie but unexpected even occur, and i have to delay the hang out plan to tomorrow. 

It's been a hectic days, since Saturday? I guess.

With all those problem, i've listened and had to face everyday.

If the world can keep quiet for 1 minute, you probably will hear my heart hurtin' and shattered.

It's not about my love life, it's more complicated than that. 

I don't know, if i can face this problem anymore.

I've talked to several people, askin' for an advice.

If anyone out there have the answer, then answer this.

What will you do if you left alone in this world?

What will you do, if you got the consequence with other people mistake?

A lot of people said to me, "Sabarlah, xda pa2 jga.. semua ok jga tu..ko relax ja.."

"Ko sabar ja Ann, xda pa2 jga tu.."

I know, i know.. I have to relax, I have to be patient, i have to be strong.

Truthfully, i have the limit, to be relax, patient and strong.

At sometimes, i'm calm, i'm happy, i'm strong.

But the moment, those topic got discuss, i'm hurt. My heart hurt. A lot.

I keep telling myself "Ann, be strong"

And it worked, but i don't know how much longer i can be strong.

I know, i shouldn't do this, but i seriously need a drink. A strong one.

It'll be good if anyone out there can give me some. *lol*

Last Sunday, i went out with my sis and her bf.

As expected, we came home late.

We went for a drink. (If you know what i mean)

Good timing, at that time, my heart really hurt, and funny thing is, i didn't feel the bitterness from the drink. Maybe it's because my heart are bitter than the drink.

That's why, i need to see my bestie tomorrow.

So, i can forget or release all my problem's tension with having FUN.

I think, that is pretty much about everything..and i guess this will be the most EMO post, from before.

*lol*

Anyway, i have movie marathon to attend.

See ya~

Yours sincerely,

Ann Cheryl.