Depress much?

Everyone deserve to be happy right?
So, when is my time?
It's been a while i put this happy mask on, and pretend to be happy.
Pretend to be ok, while it wasn't
But what makes it different if i say i'm not ok?
I'm not happy?
I'm still on depress mood?
No one can change that right?
I know it's up to me.
That's why, i'm making stupid jokes, stupid act, stupid laugh, stupid thoughts just to make myself happy and
everyone else happy.
Surprisingly, it works but it just for a while.
Don't get me wrong,
I'm pretend i'm happy and doin' stupid jokes cos i know, eventually people won't care and get tired of your complaining and problems.
Saying it out loud or keep it inside, won't make it any different. HONESTLY.
I'm choosing to keep it inside, cos i know a few people already get tired of my problems.
I'm not blaming them. :)
So, what the hell.
To anyone who read this, and feels the same as i do.
Solve your problem, if it doesn't work the way you want it to be.
Be crazy, cos the one who cost you the problem also doesn't care if you depress or not.
So screw those people.

Go out, Be wild, be crazy!