I my me mine own thoughts.

Huh..finally bru smpi rumah..

Penatnya...

lum mandi g.. hee..

Otw blk ruma tu, something cross my mind..

Tiba2 sy rindu ni ma keadaan family sy dulu..

Then sy teringat la, last week tu tata bawa me and chen jalan2 ma dgn family dia.

Although, xda bnyk bnda kmi wat or beli tp sy rasa best sngt2 cos lama xrsa jalan2 cam tu..

Dorg p c baik kereta, beli mknan and barang2...

Sy rasa best sngt2.. :)

Yalah, lama xrasa cam tu kn...

If jalan dgn bapa, me and my sisters jaa...my mum xmo ikut...yalah, dah divorce kn...

lma xblk KB...

Kdg2 rindu jga dgn keadaan cna...

Sy mc ingat g, if my mum beli barang2 d gui brothers tu, sy msti ikut..cos mo beli makanan..hehehe

tp skrg xda dah...kmi pindah da d kk..jarang beli barang2...

cos suma mahal2...

then, dulu2 my dad pla slalu bwa kmi mkn d luar...

ada 1 restoran d kb tu sdp tomyam dia...huhu..paspuhun...

then skrg jarang2 dah kna bwa mkn..

jmpa my dad pn jarang sdh...pa lg telefon...

kdg2 t'gerak jga hati sy mo call dia..tp tkt pla ggu dia n new family dia...

as a daughter...dlm hati kecil sy, sy mc g m'hrp everything will be ok like it used to be..

tp, ada hikmah dia, dlm suma ni..i know..at least my mom xlg sengsara...

good for her.. 

tp, tu ja la..my life xlg sesenang dulu..everything change..kdg2 sy t'rasa lonely jga..cos xda sdh tmpt m'gadu..

mo m'gadu dgn my mom pn..dia bnyk mslh..t bkin ssh dia ja..dgn my sis pn dorg suma bz dgn krja..

sdhla me xda bf..hehe..so,plg2 pn m'gadu dgn kwn jaa...

kdg2 mls jga sy mo fkir mslh2 sy ni..cos it's eating me inside out. hee. kin ssh ja..so, sy wat xda jaa..wat bnda sndiri..make myself bz..c happy2 kn diri..biarla pa org kata, yg pnting sy happy..