What i want.

A few hours more to sit my exam.
But i still thinking about stupid thing.
Which makes me hurt and feels stupid at the same time.
The truth is i'm hurt. A lot.
And i'm putting my last happy mask to you.
I'll back of so you can live better.
Plus, you will be a better person without me. I'm just your mistake, you should know that.
I can't cry, cos it make me hurt even more and make me realize how stupid i am, and how stupid are you!

Another truth is coming out,
I don't need a good looking guy, I don't need mature guy, I don't need a perfect guy.
All i need is someone who can understand me, and someone who knows when and how to make me feels okay.
I don't need a jokers, I don't need someone who can joke around about anything, I don't need someone who is immature.
I just want someone who knows when or how to joke and to be serious in certain things.
I don't need a good guy, I don't need a nerd, I don't need mommy's boy, I don't need a coward, I don't need someone who judge me without heard my story. I don't need someone who want to get revenge with me in everything i had done to him. Someone who knows, the past is just the past. FYI, Revenge is surely only for kids or teenagers.
All i need is someone who can accept for who i am, be proud how lucky he is to have me in his life. I need someone who can stand up for me, and tells me i'm right, even though he knows i'm definately wrong. I need someone who have the courage to tell me how he feels and someone who have faith in me in whatever i do.

Most importantly,
I want someone who LOVE me.