tired..

I'm tired of waiting...bknnya waiting apa...waiting for my sis to pick me up. -.-"

Today is so damn hot! I couldn't even sleep or do anything, that's why i want to go back home so bad.

And, dalam masa2 ini la, sy t'ingat balik kta2 my ex 'M'

Sy t'ingat time2 kmi mo break sdh..

Time tu sy d cp..

Ntahla, msg pn msg trus gaduh.

Sy tnya dia, if dia mo truskn relationship ni ma sy.

Dia ckp, dia nda tau..

Dia suru sy tunggu 1 tahun!

Then after 1 year, bru la dia tgok cam na..

Pa lg, sy tkejut la dgn decision dia..

1 year?? I love him but he ask me to wait for 1 year? then, he will told me if he want to 

continue these relationship or not. 

How am i suppose to wait for something that wasn't unsure?

What if he doesn't want? Kan sy dah waste 1 year waiting for him.

Time tu sy btul2 give up.

Sy give up sngt2 dgn prangai dia.. I know i did wrong to him but

I tried to change, i already do my best to take good care of him.

But then, i guess i was late. Cos at the moment, in his eyes, i always wrong. 

Until he didn't see, my effort to change.

So, i have to let him go. 

And then, smpi skrg sy cam regret ni..

Hmm.... maybe letting him go wasn't the right answer...

Hm..

but nvm la.. :(