So, tomorrow is a big day..

Each of every students at Politeknik all over the country know tomorrow is a big day for us.
Wanna know what is it?
Exam result will be out tomorrow at 8.00 a.m
It means 14 hours from now.
I suppose to be nervous and having a heartbeat like crazy or almost have a heart attack or something right?
That is the problem, i don't feel as nervous as i should be and that is a bad thing. It's just me tho, like everytime i have a major heartbeat means something right or something good are gonna happen to me and the chances something bad happen is 0.1%?
And if i'm in condition like this, something bad happen for me is in somewhat 80%? and something good will happen for me is 20%?
I know, it suppose to be vice versa right, but hey i live my life, i know how it works.

Lets see, i only feel nervous if i open my facebook, cos people from Poli mostly will talk how nervous they are, how important tomorrow will be and wishing everyone good luck.
If i didn't open my facebook, and just follow my usual daily routine, i won't feel nervous at all. I meant, i do think about it but the level of nervousness gonna be low a little.

I don't hope for anything higher this time. I just want to pass my semester this year. I am afraid to make hope to high or to low. Put your hope to high means the chances you'll got dissapoint and huge frustration are big. Put it to low, i will lose my confident in myself and confident in God. I know He always with me, although i admit i'm not as religious as everybody else.

Nevertheless, i do wish and hope all my friends, all my classmates to pass their semester this time. Lets just hope, no one failed. :) Amen to that.